Fresh Face to the World

Written by Bethany Lethbridge

Have you ever had an unhealthy relationship with something you enjoy? Although not necessarily bad in and of itself, it takes up too much space and importance in your life. This has been true of me, and it is something I am currently working through.

I never thought I would follow in the footsteps of Pamela Anderson. A few years ago, she made the news for attending an event makeup-free. While the thought of that would have made me incredibly uncomfortable not too long ago, it is now something I am having to live out. Though difficult at first, it has become less so.

It was mid-December when I noticed a bit of irritation around the corners of my lips. Though a bit of a nuisance, I didn't think much of it. However, when it persisted into January, I thought I should get it checked out and also refrain from wearing makeup.

2 or 3 days, I thought to myself. I'll give my skin a little break, and it will all clear up. Easy. It has now been over 3 months.

Ever since I started wearing makeup, in my high-school days, I haven't gone without it. It was a hobby for me, something I enjoyed learning about and applying. A little bit of self-care. I even went to school to become a certified makeup artist. However, along the way, my relationship with makeup became a little unhealthy. It was something I needed. I couldn't leave the house without applying it. No one could see me without it.

The irritation, swelling, and inflammation around my lips put on hold any makeup application. Though that may not seem like a big deal to some, it was for me. It has really forced me out of my comfort zone and made me do things I never thought I would, like go out in public with a fresh face.

It is hard to be vulnerable. It is much easier to hide behind a mask, a wall of protection.

Although I do look forward to wearing makeup again and hopefully finding the root cause of the irritation, I am thankful for this journey that I have been on. It has allowed me to reassess my relationship with makeup, and it has given me needed rest. It has also forced me to accept who I am, as I am.

Sometimes, the Lord needs to remove the distractions and idols in our lives to direct our gaze and attention back to Him. To remember what truly matters and what ultimately doesn't.

Is there anything you are holding on to too tightly? Is there anything you need to release to the Lord?

1 Corinthians 6:12, “All things are lawful for me,” but not all things are helpful. “All things are lawful for me,” but I will not be dominated by anything.'